Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Up the Stakes!

Monooooo-

Put it in the fuckin bag! Don't look at me like that, like you think I'm going to kill you, because if you're good I won't kill you. You screwed me over and you knew you were doing it the whole time, so no, I do not trust you anymore. I was an idiot to trust you in the first place. Even when others said you were stealing from me and cheating me, I didn't believe them. I can't fucking believe it! You? How the fuck did you think it up? That's what I don't understand? I gave you everything, taught you everything and you turned around and try to rob me? You think I wouldn't find out? You think I tell you everything? Of course not, you dumb bitch. So now what do we do? Shut up! That was a retorical question, you're not going to do anything. I'm gonna walk out of here in a minute and you're gonna forget you ever knew my name. If I ever, ever see your ugly mug again you won't survive it. That means you're gonna move town. Take your family with you if you have to, tell them someone wants you dead. I ever even of hear you doing business , I'm gonna come for you and I'm gonna leave your body for your daughter to find. You've got the weekend.

Monday, November 27, 2006

Good Drugs for Bad People

Monosaurus-

Yeah, I know what you mean. I've thought about that before, but now, the way you put it, it kind of makes more sense. You've always had the best perspective on things. Seriously, you do! I mean now, think about it, we've always been complaining about him. We go on and on about what he's got, what he's doing, all the bullshit that he gets away with, even profits from, and that when it's us we always get busted. Well, listen to what you just said, "He never does the right thing, and he always get what he wants." That's it right there! He lies, he cheats, and what does he care? He knows that in the end nothing can touch him. But now we've figured him out. Next time he does something stupid don't go help him, promise me you won't. He needs to learn that by hurting other people, you can hurt yourself as well. Life is short, but it is just long enough for things to catch up with you. The old man's going to hell, but I want him to know he's going before he's there.

Sunday, November 26, 2006

New Look

Hey Ya'll No Readers!

I redid the blog here and made a header for it that looks pretty sweet I do say. It is now after Thanksgiving and I am ever the more confused by life. There are many great roads to take, if only I had more cars...

Monica-o-logue

Monica: So, instead, you just didn't say anything? Waiting for someone to change is not a good reason to stick around! Ug, and to think that I was feeling that we were becoming more connected the whole time. It just goes to show how self serving we all are, that the two of us can be lying side-by-side in bed every night and be feeling two completely different things. You know I started doing things like trying to memorize your parents birthdays and thinking of children's names to match your last name, but all that bullshit means nothing now! You are such an asshole! No, no, I shouldn't say that. I'm the asshole. I remained faithful this whole time. I thwarted off your best friends advances, when I should have just been fucking him on the side. I started saving money for a house and a wedding, so I haven't had a vacation in a year and a half! But now, ha, now I get to pawn this stupid necklace and buy the plane ticket that I deserve. So, thank you for that, asshole. And don't forget to call your Mom and wish her a happy birthday for me, tell her about us tomorrow though, it'd break her heart.

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Why you think you don't belong

The world has changed so much in the past hundred years, that we have no time to judge what the effect of progress really has done to us, to the individual. Even the psychological, analytical methods used to determine our state of being (emotion) has had no true competitor. We may be working on the wrong model of human existence.

Greed has become the number one driving force in our society, this is new, it may not feel good to think that we perpetuate this force, but it is only within 6 or 7 generations that this has come about. The reason Greek, Jewish, and Eastern philosophers wrote about virtue and harmony was not because they were hoping that these would become major principals, it was because they were major principals.

Who do you know that strives to be virtuous? You may say you know some, but how many, what percentage of the people you know are driven more by virtue (doing good) than greed? Do we say anything to those people? Do we complement the people who do good enough?

The world we live in does not give us the chance to change in the way we should. The design of perfect homes, cars, objects, packaging deters the feeling that your thoughts can be better than the groups. They want you to feel just bad enough to say, "If I have this, I will feel better." And this is the furthest we've come.